purposePurpose follows me, Like an ever looming shadow. Constantly tugging, Pulling,purpose
Pleading, “Why are you here?” “What are you doing?” “Where will you end up?” And I’m stuck. Cornered. I have nothing. No response. I could write a speech about Audre Lorde. An essay on Margaret Atwood. A memoir of Sylvia Plath. But my own story goes unwritten. Untold. …Uninteresting. What am I looking for? When will I find it? Purpose teases me. Prods at my uneasy conscious. Pokes at my weak knee
recipeNot saying how you feel, Is recipe for disaster. Attempting to spare the ones you love, Will kill you that much faster. Like the molotov in your cocktail, Or the poison in your scotch. You'll bake the cake in the oven, With a bomb strapped to your watch.recipe
"But the words will never come out right, I'll hurt the ones I care for." Then listen for the curdling screams, As your quiche takes out the floor. Let's mask it all with a smile, And make us all some snacks. But the crackers are covered in acid, And your stomach is turning black.
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a heavy heartHeavy is the heart that needs The heart that feeds The heart that bleedsa heavy heart
For something more Something felt And something sure Something craved Uncertain what for Something deep Within your lungs Something sitting On the tip of your tongue Something that lingers A little too long The heavy feeling From which you are hung The tight rope you walk Around your neck When you loose your balance This match you’ve met Your heart it aches to be so sure But it cannot give you anything more.
the seait's today it changed all our history rearranged all our memories seem to float the surface imbedded my mind a moat circling around this island i cannot attain and i cannot step foot for my life would changethe sea
i need to be happy where i am set a drift in my own vessel struggling in weather tempermant with the waves i will surely wrestle so please leave me at sea and maybe i'll find the shore i know you may see me drowning please let yourself ignore
but still the sea you haunt and the memories seem to taunt i rise
poem 110-a city before meLoneliness was once a city far away but as I look ahead I see myself nearing its boarder once more. "Welcome," reads the familiar sign as I drive passed in the rundown vehicle commonly known as 'myself.'poem 110-a city before me
Home, sweet home. Seems I was here only yesterday. Yes, my stay in Happiness was very brief, cut short by quietude, short ended straws and overall rejection.
I enter that old hotel room, the one I thought I left forever. There's that rip in the carpet. There's that stain on the wall. I could have been saved; it's true. But you threw me away
poem 128-gradual changeI'm beginning to forget you; it took me a long, long time. But I don't see your face that often anymore. I don't recall your sea green eyes that often anymore. When I'm laying down to sleep at night it's not you I'm thinking of. It's not you I'm dreaming of when I close my eyes. And when I can't think straight or concentrate it's not because of you. I don't cry that often anymore. I feel alive more often than before. The sun makes me happier and when I'm sad I'm not quite as sad as before.poem 128-gradual change
Devious Journal Entry
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
*dingding* RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started hugging right away!
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I am the
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Proud member of *Circleoffriends
Member of: ~lookingforTheCure ~riplist
you are very nice.
you have got a good art work.
maybe.
you are greats.
I love your still.
and you feeling.
conguratulations.!.
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